AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!i just walked outside to throw away a wrapper. a mouse is in our room and it has been eating a candy bar that i just found. it is 4:13 am. i went outside and threw it away, but in the process i heard noise. not noise, music. it was coming from the garage so i went in, it was open after all and the only vehicle in it is my brother in laws car. like i said i went in and i went to the back and there was a radio playing music on the self. i looked down and saw an empty bottle of alcohol! and like a dozen cigarette butts! this asshole knew not to do this. he knew not to bring alcohol into this house and use, because he is an *smacks head* ALCOHOLIC! her promised that it would be only a little while (his stay) and that fell through. so we bent a little and let him stay as long as he doesnt drink and behaves. well it looks like that fell through too! this asshole is drinking! and he is a drunk to begin with! i want him out! i want him out now! but it isnt up to us! it is up to our mother in law and he pressures her that it is her fault that he is fucked up and she wont kick his sorry ass out! well it looks like i am going to have to move out. probably in with our mom and dad and it will suck. He RUINED everything that we worked so hard to create and he did it with a single "visit"
we fucking hate him...
all 5 of us in this head.. all of us...
i am a martial artist... we know we are better than this... i dont want to hate. it is so awful to hate. "feeling hate is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die," a wise person once said to me. it is true. i dont want to hate....
Furious
for talon's dollar ^^ 
Devious Comments
In some ways it is like cutting, it is a bad thing but people can't always control it. So what good does it do to hate him for his problem he can't control at the momment? What he needs is help from people who know how to help him, and support to get the help and keep clean.
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"A man chooses... A slave obeys...." - Andrew Ryan, BIOSHOCK
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I wish I could help
but I am always here if you need to vent
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I AM the HARPYQUEEN
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"The truth of a theory is in your mind, not in your eyes."
"I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world."
~Albert Einstein (1879-1955)
sucks but i cant even physically throw him out and i have no authority to do so verbally because i dont own any part of this house. i am stuck.
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"if everyone cared,
and nobody cried.
if everyone loved,
and nobody lied.
if everyone shared,
and swallowed their pride.
then we'd see the day,
when nobody died."
Nickleback
"if everyone cared"
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"if everyone cared,
and nobody cried.
if everyone loved,
and nobody lied.
if everyone shared,
and swallowed their pride.
then we'd see the day,
when nobody died."
Nickleback
"if everyone cared"
--
"The truth of a theory is in your mind, not in your eyes."
"I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world."
~Albert Einstein (1879-1955)
i wish i could kick him to the curb, literally, but as you know i am trained, and therefore i am a weapon. weapons are not to be used lightly with the law here. if i attack him, i am at fault. if he attacks me and i use more force than necessary, or even accidentally hurt him i will go to jail. then i wont be around to protect my family.
i cant verbally throw him out either, because as much as this is my home, i dont own it. so i am screwed. it is entirely up to my mom in law and she feels so guilty about everything that has happened with his life (that isnt her fault to begin with) that she "cant" kick him out.. yet. i am hoping she will come to her senses... long shot.
be sure to tell your little martial artists what i said here. part of being a martial artist is knowing your surroundings, and the law. they have to be careful the more skilled they are because it could come back to bite them... like it almost did me.
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"if everyone cared,
and nobody cried.
if everyone loved,
and nobody lied.
if everyone shared,
and swallowed their pride.
then we'd see the day,
when nobody died."
Nickleback
"if everyone cared"
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