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grandfather update.. fighting for life

Tue Nov 3, 2009, 2:36 AM
my grandfather is dying faster than once we thought he would. he is in a medical home and i have finally visited him... since then i have undergone a great change. i though i was ready for him to leave... "to go to god" as he would say... i dont want him to go. he looked out for me since i was an ankle-bitter and he is one of the strongest men i know. sure we dont agree on everything, but he is a good man and i love him... and he is on his last limb. so far he has had daily transfusions and almost died 2 times since this whole thing started. bacterial infections of the blood really sucks.

i have dealt with death before... i thought i would be stronger than this... i thought i could have been the one that my family can come to to cry... now i am crying...
what is wrong with me.. everyone dies... i know this more than most... so why am i having such trouble....

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  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Itunes
  • Reading: nothing... writing though... my book
  • Watching: family guy
  • Playing: Glory of the Roman Empire/Brothers in arms-HH
  • Eating: nothing right now
  • Drinking: watered down juice

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  • Current Residence: in a place where dark and light dont exist
  • Interests: art, martial arts, gaming, poetry, writing (poorly)
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Comments


:icondarkflower8923:
thanks so much for the fave! i really appreciate it!

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:iconlomeloke:
my pleasure!

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"if everyone cared,
and nobody cried.
if everyone loved,
and nobody lied.
if everyone shared,
and swallowed their pride.

then we'd see the day,
when nobody died."

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"if everyone cared"
:iconadmiral-squee:
Thanks for the fave!

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:iconlomeloke:
you are very welcome!

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"if everyone cared,
and nobody cried.
if everyone loved,
and nobody lied.
if everyone shared,
and swallowed their pride.

then we'd see the day,
when nobody died."

Nickleback
"if everyone cared"
:iconfirefly8083:
all work and no sleep makes Kimmy a dull girl....

well... not really... makes me a delirious hyperactive but zombified overactive talkative girl....

oh and I just kidnapped myself... give me $100 or you will never see me again... muah ha ha ha ha ha ha

:O_o: sooooo yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.... in the famous words of Mel Gibson from Braveheart.... "i luvs ya! always have" LOL

naw... seriously though.. you is my bestest buddy!!! I look forward to playing with you and bunny tomorrow ^^ or....errr....later today ^^; tee hee

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:lemon:When life hands you lemons... chunk them at people you don't like!!:lemon:
:iconlomeloke:
as soon as i can i will get on skype but i have to pack first... i move in a week haha!

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"if everyone cared,
and nobody cried.
if everyone loved,
and nobody lied.
if everyone shared,
and swallowed their pride.

then we'd see the day,
when nobody died."

Nickleback
"if everyone cared"
:iconmechangel2002:
Thanks for the faves :hug:

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:iconlomeloke:
welcome :hug:

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"if everyone cared,
and nobody cried.
if everyone loved,
and nobody lied.
if everyone shared,
and swallowed their pride.

then we'd see the day,
when nobody died."

Nickleback
"if everyone cared"
:iconpetran:
thanks a lot for :+fav:

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Live Your Life :rose::kiss:
:iconlomeloke:
welcome!

--
"if everyone cared,
and nobody cried.
if everyone loved,
and nobody lied.
if everyone shared,
and swallowed their pride.

then we'd see the day,
when nobody died."

Nickleback
"if everyone cared"

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